Boss, kagabi na siguro yung pinakamasakit na karanasan na dumaan sa buhay ko. Just the mere thought na mawawala ka, parang gusto ko na lang rin isara ang sarili ko sa mundo. Please boss, wag kang susuko. It will all be worth the pain, effort and wait. Please, please...

Maniwala ka sa happy ending, boss. Any person who has a WHY to live for can endure any HOW. You are my WHY boss. Kaya kong sikmurain ang anumang ibato nila, kailangan ko lang isipin ay IKAW. Pag inisip ko TAYO, alam kong kakayanin ko ang lahat. Boss, kapit lang, please...

"Tricky"

I have this friend who always describes relationships as being "tricky." Back then when she would always tell me that "relationships are tricky", I couldn't understand what she meant.
But being in a relationship now, I think I do.

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I always thought I wasn't the jealous type. Being in a relationship now however, I've come to realize that I am. It's tricky because you've got to control what you feel. You've got to bite your tongue a lot of times and take a step back to re-think and evaluate your emotions and your thoughts before you start pulling the trigger and blurting out words you might regret.

I guess you can never ask your partner to refrain from going out with her guy friends. After all, they were part of her life first before you were.

Boss, if you ever get to read this, well, I just want to admit to you that I do get jealous. It's just that I have my head to check on me always. I just hope I'm doing the right thing by not being vocal about it.

So this is Love...

SO this is how it feels like to genuinely get worried about someone else outside your immediate family?

Ganito pala feeling nung mga gabi na di ako agad umuuwi at ni isang text man lang sa bahay or tawag eh hindi ko magawa?
Di pala maganda ang feeling. Nakakapraning. YOu lose a lot of sleep at liban dun, you cause other people a lot of stress.
At least now, alam ko na ang hindi ko dapat gawin lalu na sa lola kong tumatanda na.

I love you boss and sorry lola.