I dont know how long I have to keep up with the depression.

I live on a day-to-day basis. I struggle everyday and each day of success propels me to get by the other day. I always think to myself, "I survived yesterday, I can also survive today."

I miss you so much boss. I know I'm a fool to hope that you would return to me someday. Not all stories have a happy ending.

I visited your house late last night. I just wanted to see the place again. I was hoping I'd see you but you were obviously asleep. How I wish you felt me when I visited. I don't know if that truly happens.