australia

i never thought i'd post here again and i never thought that my trip to australia would put me in a more vulnerable position than i was before i left.

i've been thinking of you more often now. and now that we're thousands of miles apart, i feel so powerless; not that i feel any more powerful when i am in manila but the distance is killing me. the boredom as well. i feel so powerless to do something about my situation. i might need some fresh air tomorrow. might have to jog.

Oh well

Since you've been gone I've been lonely
Longing to be with you only
Maybe there's still is a way I can find you and say
Just how I feel.


I can't believe that's it's over
Wish somehow I could have showed her
All that was inside of my heart 'stead of playing the games
You might have stayed

Funny just the other night I was thinking
I wonder if you ever think about me
I call you on the phone, there's no answer

Oh Well, there's still tomorrow
Oh Well, I'll try again
Oh Well, maybe just maybe


Since you've been gone I've been lonely
Longing to be with you only
If there's a way I could beg you to stay would you please
Stay with me.


I was thinking maybe I could come over
Hoping we could finally work this out
Even if tonight we don't find an answer

Oh Well, there's still tomorrow
Oh Well, I'll try again
Oh Well, maybe just maybe


If I had another chance
We would stand hand in hand
You'll be my girl and I'll be your man
Oh Well, maybe just maybe we can.


I still call you on the phone still no answer
Maybe later on I'll try one more time
Or am I just a fool to keep trying

Oh Well, there's still tomorrow
Oh Well, a fool's what I am
Oh Well, maybe just maybe


Oh Well, there's still tomorrow
Oh Well, I'll try again
Oh Well, maybe just maybe
See if I got down on my knees and gave you every little part of me.

Oh Well, there's still tomorrow
Oh Well, I'll try again
Oh Well, maybe just maybe


Since you've been gone I've been lonely

ERASED

So u finally deleted me from your friends list...

I don't know the reason boss. If it's you who needs it, then I have no choice but to give it to you. Maybe there are things that you want to keep private from me from hereon forward. As the day goes by, I think our chances get slimmer and slimmer. And as it gets slimmer and slimmer, I know I get closer and closer to moving on and forward.

Where will I get the inspiration to get by another day? This affects me so much. I've lost enthusiasm to do things except when they connect me to you. Lord, please deliver me from this. Help me become normal again. I want to be happy again.

SHould I look at your profile once and for all to find out what it is that you want to hide from me?
To let it all end now...?

I completely understand that part of you doesn't want to see me because of what I did. I deserve that for being an asshole and a half. But somehow, I am still hoping that if this is indeed the last time that we are going to see each other, I just want to pour out all I have to say in a very short and yet sweet way. Honestly, right after what I intend to do, I really don't know what to expect and I really don't know where to go. After this, it's a wall, a dead end. But I just want to make it up to you. I still love you and I probably always will.

Buti pa nung andito ka, kinakaya ko ang lahat. Isipin lang kita at kaya kong kalimutan mga problema. Ngayong wala ka, parang wala sa ayos ang lahat. Parang ayaw matapos ng kaguluhan.

Without You

It feels like a lifetime
A thousand days have passed by
Since I held you close to me
If I could see that smile from my friend
I know that I could live again
I need you here with me

Heaven knows what to say
Even though for right now you're so far away
I hope and I pray
Somewhere in your heart I'll always stay

Girl, lately my sun doesn't shine without you
Never noticed what it feels like to be without you
Feels like I took my last step
And my last breath in my life ending

Had to say just what I was feeling, girl
'Cause my sun doesn't shine
Sun doesn't shine without you

This is more for me than for you
Girl, I finally see there's no substitute
For what we have
Do you know how much I love you?

Heaven knows what to say
Even though for right now you're so far away
Gonna tell you and show you
Do whatever I can do to get back to you

Girl, lately my sun doesn't shine without you
Never noticed what it feels like to be without you
Feels like I took my last step
And my last breath in my life ending

Had to say just what I was feeling, girl
'Cause my sun doesn't shine
Sun doesn't shine without you

Robin fails

Robin fails in his attempt to win back his beloved. I feel for my partner and I know how that pain feels. Bakit ba hindi na lang pare-pareho ang tao na pag mahal mo ang isang tao ay ipaglalaban mo siya hanggang sa huli? Is there no one out there in this world anymore who believes that love will conquer all? Pinatay na yata ng mundo ang idealism ng mga tao.

Boss, I still hope that one day God can give us the chance to pick up the pieces from where we left off and then with these pieces, rebuild what was shattered, but this time, with a much stronger foundation.